[apostatte]

Bethany Rose Dear
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Apostate; Non-conformist.
Apostatte; uncoolest.

Anonymous asked: hi :)

Hello:)

Anonymous asked: I love that drawing so much if you sold those I would definitely get one of myself.

That makes six. Awesome! I’ll post more information once I get it all worked out.

Dorky self-portrait I did a few months back (February? It was before I’d actually dyed my hair green). I’m still figuring out my scanner.
I’m thinking of doing these on commission. I could do any person - yourself, a friend, singer, YouTuber, artist, actor - as well as any personal touches or specifications you want (within reason of course).They’d cost around £5 ($8ish) and free postage. A4/A5 page.
It wouldn’t be for another month or two, but I’d love to start selling prints and comissions so please let me know if that’s something you’d be interested in!
Love as always, Beth
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rhiathephoenix:

I added more.

I love how defined my eyebrow is. (Plus never did I ever think I’d end up on the same page as danisnotonfire and amazingphil). This rocks!

rhiathephoenix:

I added more.

I love how defined my eyebrow is. (Plus never did I ever think I’d end up on the same page as danisnotonfire and amazingphil). This rocks!

Anonymous asked: Oh man... I saw your tattoo thing and it's like me now. I found all time low when i was 13 and im 14 now and just a little over a month ago i saw them live (it was also my first concert) haha... idk, I can just relate to the whole post i guess? thank you

Dude, it is crazy how many people have sent me similar messages. Music has an incredible way of bringing people together.

Anonymous asked: Hi, I saw a post of you when you have like a dark green/turquosie hair colour. I was just wondering how did you get that kind of colour.

My hair was originally coloured with Manic Panic! Atomic Turquoise to make a light aqua colour (over platinum blonde hair), then later I added Manic Panic! After Midnight to the roots/ top of my head and blended it to a gradient with the lighter colour, which resulted in the turquoise in the picture - it was just chance it turned out like that.

However I must admit the light the picture was taken in made it look a little darker than in real life, but really not very much. But if you’re looking for that colour exactly I’d suggest giving Crazy Colour Pine Green which I’ve used before and is very similar.

Anonymous asked: How do you cut your hair? It looks so nice seriously

Messily? I’m actually really bad at cutting my hair. When I used to go to the hair-dressers I’d ask for a choppy, layered bob - so I’d say it’s just a grown out version of that (the layers are all pretty long now). I don’t try and style it, I just cut the ends when they get frayed and trim the bangs when they get in my eyes. (Also thank you very much!)

Anonymous asked: sup

Word.

Anonymous asked: Do you know what trichotillomania is? Or anybody with it?

I’ve heard of it and I know what it is. There was a woman who used to come into the shop where I work who only pulled out her eyelashes. Does that count as knowing someone?

Anonymous asked: You're really beautiful :')

"You’ve got the wrong man"

Anonymous asked: What I really like about you (and something I think makes you really special) is that, unlike most small YouTubers, you don't seem to just be in it to get famous. Like you actually have stuff you wanna talk about! And you don't shove your channel down our throats all the time cause you're looking for subscribers. That's one of the reasons I know you're going to get big one day.

   To be honest I used to care a lot more about my subscriber count than I do now. I used to check it all the time, but I think it was more because I was self-conscious that perhaps I was making a fool of myself. 
   I actually just really love video editing more than anything and I’m so honoured by the people who somehow enjoy the content I post out. These days, rather than looking for subscribers I’m just warmed by the ones I get. You guys are the best. 

A random selection of photos from my Instagram. I really wanted to sync my account up to my Tumblr so they post here, but since this is a secondary blog I can’t. (Sad face). Maybe I’ll sync them to my primary and reblog them here? Ah, decisions! 

You can follow me on it if you want but, be warned, I post a lot of selfies. 
instagram.com/apostatte

disgust-myself:

drawing random youtubers and this is the only one that came out ok-ish

Oh my gosh! Ah! This is my favourite thing ever. Thank you so much (/;o;)/

disgust-myself:

drawing random youtubers and this is the only one that came out ok-ish

Oh my gosh! Ah! This is my favourite thing ever. Thank you so much (/;o;)/

   Sitting on my livingroom floor. I straightened my hair for once. I really hate posting nonsense webcam photos but I’m trying to be better at blogging so I’m pushing myself to stop being so very vain (laughs).

   I feel like every five minutes I’m telling you guys that starting *now* I’m going to be posting more video/ more photos/ more blog posts and every time they end up being empty words; so this time rather than making evermore promises I’ve decided just to try better at just letting you know what’s going on.

   As ridiculous as this will definitely sound, right now my whole life is revolving around my bedroom. I’ve never been good at keeping it tidy, but I think the degree of decay I’ve managed to achieve would frighten most people. For over a year now when you step through the door all you can smell is mold and general grossness. Sigh.

   I find I can stand it to a point, but I crossed that line months ago. However unfortunately determination fails me every time and I can always convince myself there’s something more worthy of my time (ie. Animal Crossing). But now it’s at a stage where I no longer want to be in my room; there’s no room for art, videos, photography. The only thing I can do in there is tread between piles of crap in order to scramble into bed and ignore the fact that another day has passed and that I’ve probably created a new breed of bacteria somewhere. It’s gross.

   Luckily I was rejected by university - will go into why that’s a good thing later - and now my life is truly in my hands and I feel I really need to start taking action myself. So for the last few - and the next few - weeks, my days will revolve souly around sorting, binning and finally reclaiming and redecorating my bedroom, which I’ve had planned in my head for years. 

   I can only thank you guys for the patience that you’ve had with my thus far and the kindness you keep giving me. I hope you won’t mind if posts are scattered for the short future. But I swear - gulp - that I’ll be posting better content at the end of it. 

   Love as always, 
   Bethany Rose

Anonymous asked: do u have a ny pictures of your sisters ?? or do a sibling tag? :)

I’m thinking I might just do a sibling tag at one point - or at least I’d like to. My family’s all very shy, so I’ll have to see if I can convince them…